♥盲无目的

 ♥17/8/2012

Waiting for him online again
Today is the 3rd day waiting.
Like a idiot waiting for nothing.
Forget about it
I'm a impatient girl, don't like to wait. :))

昨天家庆他们告诉了我
很多我不知道的事情
我多么渴望 那一切都是真的。
可是为什么
他们说的  和你做的
好像完全是不相关的两回事？
我还以为 一直只是我一厢情愿罢了
还是说 这一次依然是我被骗了？

单方面的喜欢 我习惯了
我可以继续静静喜欢别人
不喜欢就不喜欢 我没有逼你喜欢我
不需要安慰我给我希望
我不想得到希望 却又是彻底失望
也许安全感太少 这些都好像不切实际
他又没有说过什么 你凭什么胡思乱想？
怎么我像个笨蛋 总是陷入幻想
活该我总是不勇敢 宁愿学着习惯。

At night go gathering again :))
Perhaps is too tired
And the main reason is wanna suffer from the pain><
Can I don't want to be a girl? O.O
We went to Mdm.Kuan to have dinner
Haven't have so big plate of chicken chop ever!!
Banana had order the same thing with me
In the end his plate still had lot of beans
& mine was nothing!!
funny =D
He said he want to eat ice-cream!!
I almost want to kill him with no reason XD
I miss my Starbucks><
When are you going to buy for me?? :))

♥ 我可以忍受没发生过的难过
    可是 我会害怕希望给我的失落